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From: ************ <****@******.net>
Date: December 8, 2004 3:09:32 AM EST
To: no_body@******.com
Subject: pain giver

The following addresses had delivery problems:

you once told me that i speak gone, tired of words. you never let me save my thoughts. i was allowed my space, but you skirted the boundaries of my sensitivities.

when i speak my eyes search for the right words. i don't have to monitor whether the words are effective; i am left alone, searching. that could be why i'm so comfortable writing to you.

i gravitate to you because you are not wasteful. "take these [insincere words] back, i don't want them." the reason i'm either silent or evasively silly when conversing with most people is because i'm afraid that there's no one left who listens.

wild gestures, false words, no one listens but you, no one hears but you.

i yearn for connection, both with faces and bodies and without.